Post by katrienakatryn on Apr 16, 2008 7:07:14 GMT -5
With unconcealed feet I found way around your predicted fairytale. Like thorn through tender flesh, the reality was like that of a tragedy; one that left the nation stunned and bewildered. You left my remaining heart to die – for your merciless soul no movement. Was my youthful perfection a road to personal fame? Did you win? Have you told the world about my sin?
I saw your sly- and evasiveness play off step by step in my mental diversion, but decided to let love play superman in this wicked role-play. I obstinately resurrected the once shut door of my heart, for you to poison it with your reckless defamation -once again.
Like a predator you tore my soul apart, pulled my heart out of my ribcage and dispose of it in decayed ashes to find a broken end. But I still loved you.
For hours at night I could stare at you, while the beast inside your personality gets timelessly quiet. With peacefulness I could make love to your soul. Experience the purity and unaltered true side of you. But upon wakening I once again realized that –in this lifetime neither of us was meant for each other.
Alas, my love for you grew stronger. I could hardly bear losing you – walking away from the one thing I learned to love more than life itself. You were everything I once lived for. Until the day I could no longer. You brought my beating heart to a painless stop. I kept fighting back; I couldn’t lose it, not now, not again, not ever. But I soon saw the lonely road I followed – with you. You were never there, but you wrecked my being. You were never there, but you stole my heart. You were never there, but tore my soul apart.
I saw your sly- and evasiveness play off step by step in my mental diversion, but decided to let love play superman in this wicked role-play. I obstinately resurrected the once shut door of my heart, for you to poison it with your reckless defamation -once again.
Like a predator you tore my soul apart, pulled my heart out of my ribcage and dispose of it in decayed ashes to find a broken end. But I still loved you.
For hours at night I could stare at you, while the beast inside your personality gets timelessly quiet. With peacefulness I could make love to your soul. Experience the purity and unaltered true side of you. But upon wakening I once again realized that –in this lifetime neither of us was meant for each other.
Alas, my love for you grew stronger. I could hardly bear losing you – walking away from the one thing I learned to love more than life itself. You were everything I once lived for. Until the day I could no longer. You brought my beating heart to a painless stop. I kept fighting back; I couldn’t lose it, not now, not again, not ever. But I soon saw the lonely road I followed – with you. You were never there, but you wrecked my being. You were never there, but you stole my heart. You were never there, but tore my soul apart.
I was addicted. You were my addiction.